REFLECTION IN WRITING

Although the quiet days between Christmas and New Years with no meetings, no deadlines, and no pressures were restorative to the soul, the lack of structure produced a sense of unease. Structure is like a fence that gives security or a highway that gives direction.

As I observed this and wrote in my journal, I saw how writing my thoughts and experiences helped me make sense of my days and create a structure of meaning. The act of writing and reflection would be an intentional discipline that would enable me to see God’s hand and purposes in each of my days.

When I wrote those thoughts in my journal, rather than feeling a burden of adding another thing to my plate, I felt an eagerness to express, an anticipation of God revealing Himself to me through the words I would write. It would be, in Spiritual Formation terms, an act of “consolation” – “ an interior movement of the heart that gives us a deep sense of life-giving connection with God, others, and our authentic self in God. … God’s will for us is generally for us to do more of that which gives us life and to turn away from activities that drain life from us and debilitate us.” (from Invitation to Solitude and Silence by Ruth Haley Barton, p. 123)

My journal writing has been helpful to me as I re-read the entries I have made throughout the past year. Now I sense I would like to begin a blog, especially since I enjoy so much reading blogs of others. They are both informational and reflective, and sometimes just fun, which is what I want to be. I'm looking forward to connect with friends and supporters, and share about what is happening in my heart, our family, and in our ministry.

Welcome to my new journey of reflection in writing. More to come ...